The sun still sets on FaceTime. First, the sun appears to me as a thousand pixels that allow its light to shine through. I turn up the brightness and remember what your sun feels like, and I remember where you are. I remember that we share a city and that if I move into the kitchen at 7:41 pm, I can have a sunset of my own. Now I have two sunsets. As the days begin to blend into each other, I watch the cast shadows on the walls. The sun helps me mark the passing of time. In March, my friend’s Zoom birthday party was a choir of friends laughing together. We gathered all our squares together and sang one song. As we all floated around next to one another, I tried to forget the amount of space between us. Now, in the fall, the days end much earlier. Once the sun sets, my friends log off one by one and my room is lit only by the faint glow of my desktop screen. I’m reflecting on the way my relationships have changed as they become more and more digital. Technology has played a vital role in our response to this pandemic, giving us new ways to connect with each other from a distance. Though the technology we use hasn’t changed, our heightened emphasis on needing to stay connected to everyone by screen, Zoom or other is something I still am not used to. In March, attaching ourselves to technology in order to combat loneliness felt like a solution. Now, even though our response to the pandemic has drastically shifted, I feel withdrawal from a virtual codependency that wasn’t as healthy as I originally thought. I now find myself spending a lot of time scrolling through social media as a means to feel connected to something or someone. Instagram, Facebook and Twitter are the places where my search for connection frequently intersects with social and political digital activism. Technology has amplified movements like Black Lives Matter and other Black-led organizations more than ever and in a way we can’t ignore. Yesterday, a Black person’s image circulated every platform, Explore page and corner of my screen. Yesterday, it was shared by thousands calling for justice for Black lives. Today, that same image begins to fade, broken down by an algorithm. Every 24 hours, we expire. Waves of friends and strangers now join each other in sharing content related to Black struggle and protest. They fill my feed with small, black squares. I question what is genuine and what is real. It isn’t long before the squares begin to fade, too. If algorithms are meant to sort and prioritize key information, why do I feel so small? How are we supposed to feel about going on platforms known for their virtual apathy? Why do our stories get concealed? The pattern is exhausting. I am scared of disappearing altogether.